Im gonna try to forget the way u looked at me . Coz now I knoe it was never meant to be . U made that quite clear , by the look in ur eyes . I see nothing but hate , regret and despise . But I think to myself , just one . One more KISS , one more HUGG , one more SMILE . Then I'll be happy . But Iknoe it make me more sad then glad , bcos Im gonna want more , more than u willing to give . Bcos ILY and u dn't love me back .
But deep down in my heart , i knoe u still care , whenever Im down , you're always there , you go out of your way to talk on the phone , just to makesure that Im not alone .You try your best to make me happy , specially when Im not all love-sappy .You do whatever it takes just so we can talk .You stay up late to makesure Im okay , and u never complain about my texting delays . I try to think , are you leading me on ? But then I remember , im just a FRIEND . Nothing more even in the end .
But despite all that , that impossible wish still lingers in the back of my head , puuting together everything u've said . "if i cud be yours , like i once before , i'll come out of the depths of the sea , to rest on the shore . "
Sayang , Happy Birthday :)
This One is fer him , again .
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